on Sundays Zayde
would walk to shul
to pray and kibbitz,
then to the bakery
for day-old bagels,
salt sticks, and kaiser rolls
were they out of the new ones?
I’d ask and poke the roll on my plate,
crumbs and poppy seeds
dusty on my finger
soft bread, he said, is not healthy
it sits like a stone in your stomach
we ate them with whipped butter,
the kind with no salt
from the red tub
he scraped the butter
so thin
the nap of the roll showed through
On Monday, I played
with Esta and her toys
all the ones I wanted
from the cartoon commercials,
but my mom said no
too much money
we shared rolls from
the Dugan’s truck
and whipped butter
the kind with the salt
from the blue tub
her mom spread it
so thick
balls of pillowy bun
came away on the knife
all week I’d dream of those
salty, buttery puffs
About the Author
Lucille Iscaro’s poetry and essays have appeared in forums including; The New York Times, Read 650, Word Fountain, Poetica Magazine, Eat Darling, Eat, and Passager. She lives in Westchester, New York, with her husband, their dog, and her memories.